Why I Love Music

Ever since the age of ten I wanted to be a musician.  I was aware at an early age of my musical abilities: a good ear and sense of rhythm.  But it wasn’t until I started playing guitar that I developed the passion for music.

My first experiences with the guitar were at summer camp.  Up to then I had been playing violin and then cello, which mainly involved private lessons and daily practice, a pretty solitary pursuit.  Guitar, on the other hand, was about playing with other people: at first, around the campfire with the counselors and other campers.  I loved the group sing and the fact that guitar provided the background chords and rhythms.  Guitar was also about learning from others, first the counselor who taught me my first chords, and then from my peers, with whom I traded cool musical moves.  Not being an athlete as a child, guitar became my way to bond with others and a good source of my own confidence.

As far as I can remember, I have had an emotional response to music, whether it be marching to a Sousa march in 1st grade or listening to one of my two favorite pieces of classical music as a young child.  My active involvement with music, learning how to play, fed that emotional response, and I would feel excited when I was able to master the musical challenges that were presented to me.   Throughout my life this has not changed.  The emotional power of music still affects me strongly, and the satisfaction derived from learning and mastering continues to feed me.

I started out as a folkie, but once I heard Kenny Burrell playing jazz guitar I was hooked.  I loved the bluesy sound of his instrument, and his rhythms were seductive to me.  Through the process of imitation, learning from records, I began to learn how to play jazz.  Upon first hearing a great solo, I was struck by the magic of the sound and a desire to learn how he did that.  My vinyl records received a pretty good beating from putting the needle down and picking it up over and over in order to learn a lick or a solo, but it was through this method of learning from imitation that this magical world started opening up to me.

Just as guitar helped me connect to myself, I made a deeper connection when I started to write music.  This world can only accommodate so many bebop guitarists.  However, it was through the process of composition that I got in touch with a deeper musical self.  I started to realize that the process of writing music was really a search for whatever particular musical phrase or gesture I needed to say at that moment.  There were the times when I would write somecthing that sounded pretty good, but didn’t really hold up when I came back to it later.  But when I actually wrote what I was hearing deep inside there was a sense of inevitability; that this is the way it has to be.  Musical composition became my way of connecting with my center.

Finally, as I started to get good and began playing with others, I discovered the excitement and fun of making music with friends and colleagues.  In my years of touring, doing concerts and recordings, I loved more than anything else those exceptional musical experiences where the band played as a unit, where you felt swept up by the rhythm and sound, where making music was like breathing, where it seemed inevitable that beautiful sounds were happening and where we musicians were simply the conduit for something bigger than us.  It is as close to rapture that I can imagine.  This is why I love music.

Why I Teach

I have been teaching guitar since college, but it is only in the last 15 years or so that I have made a commitment as a career. After so many years feeling fortunate to experience the pleasures of discovering, learning and creating music I felt it was time to give something back.

I deeply believe that the pursuit of music is a discipline unlike any other. To master an instrument demands a unique combination of dextral, aural and perceptual skills, the acquiring of which offers the musician a multitude of pleasures: the satisfaction of accomplishment, the pleasure of making beautiful sounds and the excitement of sharing a musical experience with other musicians are just a few of the benefits of musical expression. I have cherished my musical experiences and at a certain point in my life I felt that I wanted to help others have similar experiences.

My goal has not been to create young budding virtuosos who would go on to lucrative careers in the music field. My experience in the field of music and arts in general has taught me that a successful career is only available to a select few. However, I feel strongly that musical pursuit has more to offer than just musical success. The beginning musician does not pursue an instrument with the long-range goal of becoming a virtuoso. He or she persists because of the pleasures of learning to make beautiful sounds: so many wonderful composers and song writers have given us the means to experience beautiful melodies, lush harmonies and seductive rhythms through recreating and interpreting the sounds that they have invented.

Or it could be about discovering the sounds within ourselves.  Improvisation has always been a major focus of my musical life.  But this is a skill that must be developed and honed.  Many of us are not aware that it is possible to make up music on the spur of the moment.  It has been a great source of pleasure for me to introduce a young guitarist to improvisation. The majority of my students that experience improv for the first time say, “That was fun!”

In addition to all that, teaching is a way for me to continue to learn and study while helping others do the same. I have learned more about guitar technique in these years of teaching than in my previous years of performing and recording through the process of seeing others’ struggles to master this instrument and through a deeper understanding of what works and what doesn’t work.

Yet, there is one big benefit that I didn’t foresee, a benefit which has been a great source of satisfaction to me. That is the people! Getting to know my students through teaching them and seeing them grow as musicians has been wonderful. Each student of music brings a different set of abilities to the table, in the same way that each student has their own particular challenges. I take pride in the ability to observe and understand my students, so that I can give them the tools they need to progress and get better at playing. I often try to impress on my students the fact that musical ability is complicated. There is no such thing as being “tone deaf” or having “no sense of rhythm”. These things are skills that can be acquired.  One of my students couldn’t clap a steady 4/4 when he first came to me, and was convinced that he had no rhythm. We made that part of his goal and in the end he was playing James Brown guitar parts.

All the various aspects of my musical career has presented their own challenges to me, whether it be learning to play a difficult piece of music or to manage a rapid tempo in a solo, or arising to the task of setting a particularly beautiful lyric to an appropriately beautiful melody.  Likewise, each student presents me with a challenge, and as the student progresses those challenges change. It is this changeable nature of teaching that keeps me interested and committed.